Guys I'm seriously fucking homeless and have been for about a month now. I got myself checked into the psych ward at the moment and I'm waiting for Ontario Works to hopefully kick in, it's taking fucking forever, but if it finally comes in I can survive a bit better and buy food when the soup kitchens are closed and buy parts for my bike and such and stop having to rely on the mercy of others. Some shit I don't want to talk about happened that seriously traumatized me, on top of several other occurences that all happened in the last few months, and it made me snap. I have hardcore panic attacks in certain situation I don't want to talk about. What I need above all other things now is a bro to hang out with. I'm so fucking lonely and most people out on the streets are drug addicts, unreliable, unstable, and hurtful. Only the old men at the soup kitchens are great but it's not enough. I need a girlfriend, I need bros, I need help surviving the upcoming winter. If anyone has a place for me to rent (if and when) my caseworker finally gets all the shit together and OW comes in, or we can find some kind of arrangement like me sleeping in a shed or you enjoy my company enough to let me live for free with you, or you can at least offer a place to couchsurf a while…. or something please reach out to me in this thread. I've couchsurfed a lot already and sometimes had to sleep with my bayonet in parks. Sometimes I'm just in a daze, memory unable to work, tired constantly, and just sleep a little here and there in the soup kitchen or in a shop or what have you before continuing on. I've been walking and biking around so much my feet are seriously fucked, I'm trying to get that addressed at the hospital right now. They are full of worts and I think what is called dermatitis and the toenails are fucked and everything is calloused (although I cut some chunks of calloused skin off awhile with a boxcutter, it's still a mess). Hopefully it will be fixed at the hospital but I've been asking for days and they never seem to get it properly addressed although they gave me some cream for my feet and also someone gave me a pair of sandles for free. Anyways, I am in survival mode practically all the time, barely getting by… my stay in the ward will only last so long so right now I can think a little more clear. I am currently out on a pass and posting from public wifi. Please, if there are any anons in Ontario, I badly need your friendship and love. I've been hurt soPost too long. Click here to view the full text.